{"id":3864,"date":"2012-04-09T22:21:47","date_gmt":"2012-04-10T02:21:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/?p=3864"},"modified":"2012-04-09T22:21:47","modified_gmt":"2012-04-10T02:21:47","slug":"monday-night-behind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2012\/04\/09\/monday-night-behind\/","title":{"rendered":"Monday night &#8211; behind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I had a day that would be very hard to describe here.. so I won&#8217;t even try.. Suffice it to say that I spent the day beside myself.. Not as &#8216;in distress&#8217;.. but as in &#8216;my brain and my body were displaced&#8217;.. I had the strong feeling of being out of my body.. or &#8230; to be more precise .. about 6 inches behind my body for nearly all of the day.. in fact.. i still have it. I&#8217;m blogging from approximately 6 inches further back than\u00a0 physical body that is typing these words.. 6 inches may not seem like much.. but it&#8217;s a bit like driving from the back seat of your car..everythign seems a bit further away.. a bit slower.. and a bit more quiet. Not unpleasant really.. just strange.. The extra six inches is giving me a muted dreamy way of going through the world.. It&#8217;s a perfect psychophysical metaphor for how behind I&#8217;m feeling right now.. Everything is\u00a0 going pretty\u00a0 well\u00a0 in my life .. though I am always feeling a little behind.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m going to bed tonight not knowing If I&#8217;ll wake up caught up. directly in my body.. or wake up even further back.. &#8230;I&#8217;ll just have to be surprised and see !<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>nite all, nite sam<\/p>\n<p>-me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had a day that would be very hard to describe here.. so I won&#8217;t even try.. Suffice it to say that I spent the day beside myself.. Not as &#8216;in distress&#8217;.. but as in &#8216;my brain and my body were displaced&#8217;.. I had the strong feeling of being out of my body.. or &#8230; &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2012\/04\/09\/monday-night-behind\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Monday night &#8211; behind<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[461],"class_list":["post-3864","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-behind"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3864","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3864"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3864\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3866,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3864\/revisions\/3866"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3864"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3864"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3864"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}