{"id":580,"date":"2008-04-15T02:24:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-15T06:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2008\/04\/15\/monday-evening-breakthrough\/"},"modified":"2008-04-15T02:24:00","modified_gmt":"2008-04-15T06:24:00","slug":"monday-evening-breakthrough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2008\/04\/15\/monday-evening-breakthrough\/","title":{"rendered":"Monday evening – breakthrough"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\t\t\t\t\t\t I was out of sorts all weekend … angry and sad even though we had a bunch of fun stuff going on. It happens …..     The funny thing is my mood didn’t shift until Gabe sat me down and told me he was going to teach me Guitar Hero.. <\/p>\n

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Now.. you must understand how strange it is for me.. I thing about video games all the time.. I work on the processors, I talk about their technology.. but secretly.. I just don’t ‘get’ video games of any sort. Maybe I lack the eye hand coordination.. or the attention span.. but I’ve never, ever, ever enjoyed holding a game controller in my hand.  (sorry EMC friends.. I’m from another planet, I guess) .. Anyway.. Gabe stuck the Guitar Hero controller in my hand and switched the thing to sub-pre-beginner-neub mode..   He let me pick a song.. Well.. first problem.. no Mozart… OK.. what’s the next best thing. I selected ‘Anarchy in the UK’ from the Sex Pistols from 1976. I have a big attachment to the song dating back to 1991 when I was writing my  thesis in Pittsburgh.. It was a hot August day.. I hadn’t slept in 2 days.. the windows were open..and I was busy writing. Suddenly my elderly neighbors put on Frank Sinatra at eardrum splitting volume… I tried closing the window… but it was too hot.. I ended up putting on this song at full volume   to neutralize the Sinatraism… <\/p>\n
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Anyway.. Gabe showed me how to work the controller.. and started the song..  First I got a few notes then lost it… failure.. then I got a few more… then a few more… I kept going back and re-starting the program.. Well gentle readers.. I  ended the evening with 85% correct and  a string of 83 correct notes .. Yeah. It was still on easy.. but somehow it felt like a breakthrough..   It was all I could think of today. I felt much better… like I could do anything…   Actually the only thing daring I tried today is that I ran my morning jogging loop backward… not much of a step.. I know… but it was progress… It was stepping out of my rut a bit.. and in that, it was also a breakthrough…<\/p>\n

OK.. Gotta sleep now… (actually gotta go play Guitar Hero)  See you folks.. Nite Sam
-me<\/p>\n

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