{"id":892,"date":"2009-05-27T23:20:00","date_gmt":"2009-05-28T03:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2009\/05\/27\/wednesday-evening-finally-crying\/"},"modified":"2009-05-27T23:20:00","modified_gmt":"2009-05-28T03:20:00","slug":"wednesday-evening-finally-crying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2009\/05\/27\/wednesday-evening-finally-crying\/","title":{"rendered":"Wednesday evening &#8211; finally crying"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"pBlogBody_491467169\" class=\"blogContent\">\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t    It&#8217;s about 7:30 wednesday night.. the day before what would be Sam&#8217;s 17th brithday.. All today.. all this week really.. I&#8217;ve been emotionaly very reserved . I am trying to let go of figureing out how I&#8217;m supposed to feel. I&#8217;m takign tomorrow off to spend some quiet time .I just spent soem time looking at some pictures of Sam and listening to some music from his memorial&#8230; Here&#8217;s a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.msplinks.com\/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnNhbXN0b25lcy5vcmcvbXVzaWMvMDQlMjBTb25nJTIwZm9yJTIwTXklMjBCcm90aGVyLm1wMw==\">song<\/a> that Max wrote for the service. That finanly let me cry.. and it feels good.<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/viewmorepics.myspace.com\/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&amp;friendID=105120181&amp;albumID=0&amp;imageID=2245995\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"229\" border=\"0\" width=\"350\" src=\"http:\/\/b9.ac-images.myspacecdn.com\/01526\/91\/45\/1526195419_m.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I love you my son.. <br \/>-me<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s about 7:30 wednesday night.. the day before what would be Sam&#8217;s 17th brithday.. All today.. all this week really.. I&#8217;ve been emotionaly very reserved . I am trying to let go of figureing out how I&#8217;m supposed to feel. I&#8217;m takign tomorrow off to spend some quiet time .I just spent soem time looking &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2009\/05\/27\/wednesday-evening-finally-crying\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Wednesday evening &#8211; finally crying<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=892"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}