{"id":904,"date":"2008-11-19T11:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-11-19T15:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2008\/11\/19\/tuesday-night-whole\/"},"modified":"2008-11-19T11:15:00","modified_gmt":"2008-11-19T15:15:00","slug":"tuesday-night-whole","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/2008\/11\/19\/tuesday-night-whole\/","title":{"rendered":"Tuesday night – whole"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Nov 18, 2006.. that was the last day that I remember being ‘whole’ . Tomorrow, the 19th, is the day we got the call that Sam had been in an accident. TThe time has passed in such  surreal way since then . In many ways.. it has passed unbearably slowly..  Every day has been a small… .. i don’t know.. a small death.. every morning I wake up to the realization that Sam is gone.. . .. and I realize I’m something less than I was.. On  the other hand.. It has  passed so very quickly. The events right before and right after that moment are drawn in my
\nmind in such detail I guess it’s because I run them over in my mind so
\nfrequently . My family, friends, colleagues continue to move forward in time, while my life is still tethered to Nov 19-21 2006..  It seems like some sort of wierd physics… <\/p>\n

I feel so differnt….  But not completely bad different.. just differnt.
I miss Sam so, so much. <\/p>\n

So now what ? Not sure what the rest os the week will bring…<\/p>\n

Today was pretty chill.. I managed to stay ff of work and emal.. I di soem projects around the house.. I rewrote the code for the hardware interface for the viideo game we’re  writing for the  cystic fibrosis kids…   Then I worked ont he light suits that Gabe and John K will wear in circus on Friday..   Here’s Gabe showing off in the lights….<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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OK..   that’s all I can think about today.. more tomorrow…
Nite folks.. nite Sam
-me<\/div>\n

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Nov 18, 2006.. that was the last day that I remember being ‘whole’ . Tomorrow, the 19th, is the day we got the call that Sam had been in an accident. TThe time has passed in such  surreal way since then . In many ways.. it has passed unbearably slowly..  Every day has been a … Continue reading Tuesday night – whole<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-904","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/904","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=904"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/904\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=904"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=904"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johncohn.org\/base\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=904"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}