The last thing I worked on today was posting a spreadsheet on a web site that I  maintain called fathers-forever.org. Father’s forever is a group of dad’s who have all
had kids that have died. It was tough work… I couldn’t get the formatting right, my web code was acting wierd.. but hardest of all was seeign those 25 names.. and the dates of their too short lives. I know … or I should say I feel…. what each of these 25 families has gone through.. what it’s taken them to survive. .. I only know about 6 of these dads personally .. but the others are just names to me.. I don’t know their stories.. but they are still my brothers in this awful club..

 (note I’ve omitted the names of the dads and their kids for privacy.. )

I wish all of you guys peace and strength

More tomorrow..
Nite all.. nite Sam.. thinking of you
-me