Sam,
You wold have been 22 today my son. I’m sitting across from a big picture of you .. as i always do at work.. I almost made it through the day without crying.. but i’ve been looking at pictures trying to find on particular one.. and all those pictures helped me find that place I have to go to sometimes. That little tear in my heart.. not healed yet.. never will be.

but… We had a good day.. mom and I took a hike up bolton.. we went to Gabes Senior tea.. and then we all had Sushi in your honor..

here’s to Sam and Salmon

What would you be up to now ? What would you be doing ? where would you be living ?

life in the subjunctive so many possibilities..

I miss you so much my son.. happy birthday !

i wanted to share again the wonderful tribute your friends made for you on your 21st/ .  Cheers Sam !

we love you sam

nite all, nite sam

-me