I’m in newark on my way home from my 11th trip to munich this year..about 250,000 miles..  71 days there..  and about 14 of those in the air.. strangely enough.. it feels ok..

I’m heading home to take next week off with family and freinds.. I really need it.. I look forward to being witht he folks i love.

On Sunday/Monday  we will mark 10 years since Sam’s death.. its unfathonable to me that it’s been that long ago.. or that recent for that matter.  It hhas been coming over me a couple of times a day for the last coupel of days.. i had a good cry on the plane and that felt good.

It’s weird to mark an ‘anniversary’. like this.. . A few months back I started to feel soem pressure to ‘do’ soemthing to mark 10 years. but… there really is nothing to ‘do’..

like I said.. I’m lookign forward to being with the people I love and bing happy and sad together..

we’re marking the day on Sunday with a 1PM hike up Bolton and a 5 pm potluck at our house. We’ll make samstones and  make soem fire and blow some stuff up in honor of a beutiful kid..   come join us if you’d like

invite is here https://www.facebook.com/events/1757996027751434/.. please share it with anyone you think would like to be there

 

thanks !

nite all, nite sam

-me