Sam would have been 26 years old today. Hard to believe. I felt him all day.. .. many days I do.
I really, really missed him today though.

We marked his birthday a little differently today.. we decided to do something smaller this year. We’d just had a gathering for Gabe’s graduation.
We we’re looking for something a little we decided to hike as always.. but have our gathering at the top of the mountain instead of here at the house.
We had a nice small group of folks meet us .. even though it was memorial day. we had a greta collection of doggies as well . (ours didn’t go.. it’s a little much for Chai at this point)
it was warm and still..





we actually found some residual snow on the trail !


and lots and lots of mud !

we set up a nice spread up top. .it was fun eating up there !



diane made amazon cupcakes.. yum !


brads new improved ink


here’s our group

and a toast for Sam !



Gabe and I climbed up the rickety fire tower to set off a mortor as always



it was crazy settig this off here.. any sudden movement set the tower to swayign crazily !

It was realllllly loud !
looking back towards camels hump

here’s the condition of the ladders. look how beat they are !





then down to the lift.. Andy’s daughter Maria met us there .






on the way down we ran into these guys who’d gotten their jeep really stuck We saw them drive out an hour later !


back in the car, away from the bugs.. .. lookign at sams pendant


same as the one I wear all the time .. it spells Sam in Mayan .

OK my son.. another year past.. and our love for you stays strong. We miss you Sam and love you veyr much !
nite all, nite sam
-me