I never know whta to write on this day. Tonight is the day 19 years ago that we got the call that Sam had been struck by a car.. and would not live.  Its a moment, an hour , a day that is etched into my brain..  

I spent the day thinking about Sam.. abotu the wondeful soul is was.. his kindness and bright smile. I always go to this one moment he hugged me and I realized that he was stronger than I was. 

Diane made a carrot cake today.. Sam’s favorite. 

I still have sams last phone message to us,.. it was on this day.. he was down in florida having fun .. 

 THe last thing he said to us  was “love you … bye”

I miss you my son.. I will ove you forever

nite all. nite sam
-me