Last couple of weeks I’ve been circling round this common theme of ‘becoming’.. somehow moving to the next level of something. I haven’t figured out quite yet. .. I keep thinkign I’m holding myself back somehow out of.. what… fear ? habit ? .. obsessiveness ? .. Not sure.. I was having with a freind today when he started talking about the same sort of thing.. regarding his own creativity. .. he described it as being “hinged” .. as in .. he was having trouble becoming “unhinged” .. i.e. able to totally let go and be mindlessly creative.. .I’ve been thinking about that all day.. He’s right, . obsessing about becoming more creative most often has the opposite effect. The more I concentrate on finding the next perfect outlet ..or next perfect project, the more clouded my judgment seems to be.. I think I am looking for a way to become “unhinged” too.. or at least less hinged. … (without obsessing about it so much.. ) wish me luck