Yesterday Diane and i were on top of libby's lookout resting our eyes on the glory of Vermont in the fall. The leaves were changing, the sky was blue. He air was cool.. And i was with my love a (and my doggy loves) .. I turned to her and said i have always wanted to be here now. We both laughed as we tried to parse that sentence.. (What is that anyway.. The imperfect subjunctive ?!)

Did i mean that i was always waiting for this moment to arrive ? Was it a lapse of mindfulness ? Was i the anti-Ram Das, the guy who always told us to be here now ? Sort of both and neither. I was trying to say 'how much i liked moments like this when they arrive .. And enjoy them so much when they arrive'…

Understand what i mean ? If not… You should read my book onNevermindfullness 🙂

 

Nite all, nite sam

I-me