I had a day that would be very hard to describe here.. so I won’t even try.. Suffice it to say that I spent the day beside myself.. Not as ‘in distress’.. but as in ‘my brain and my body were displaced’.. I had the strong feeling of being out of my body.. or … to be more precise .. about 6 inches behind my body for nearly all of the day.. in fact.. i still have it. I’m blogging from approximately 6 inches further back than  physical body that is typing these words.. 6 inches may not seem like much.. but it’s a bit like driving from the back seat of your car..everythign seems a bit further away.. a bit slower.. and a bit more quiet. Not unpleasant really.. just strange.. The extra six inches is giving me a muted dreamy way of going through the world.. It’s a perfect psychophysical metaphor for how behind I’m feeling right now.. Everything is  going pretty  well  in my life .. though I am always feeling a little behind.

I’m going to bed tonight not knowing If I’ll wake up caught up. directly in my body.. or wake up even further back.. …I’ll just have to be surprised and see !

nite all, nite sam

-me