Written on my blackberry:
I’m at Gabe’s
basketball practice,
so I’m going to try
to do this blog
entry from the tiny
screen of my
Blackberry.. or
Crackberry as my
friends sometimes
call it. This device
is the symbol of
the frenetic life I
was living before
Nov 21st. When I
think back I was
such a slave to
this tiny tyrant. I
was reachable
24/7 by phone,
email or instant
message. My
calendar would
beep me for
meetings that
could start as
early a
late as
would even find
myself on
work calls on
weekends.When I
wasn’t working, the
demon’s task list
reminded me of all
the things hanging
over my head:”the
“should have’s”, the
“got to’s”and the “oh
s**t’s”.
Staring at this
thing now I can’t
imagine how I let
something this tiny
and fragile bully
me into exhaustion
for so long. Even
though I’m back at
work full time, I’m
finding that I can
ignore the demon’s
buzzes and beeps.
My phone goes
unanswered more
often. My calendar
isn’t overbooked.
Most of the credit
for that goes to
my dear friend and
protector Jleigh
who is acting as
gatekeeper and
therapist … “
At that point my battery failed
I got to watch Gabe’s basketball practice.. (He was pretty hot tonight.) I then came home to find out that the server was down for the night, so the stuff I typed wouldn’t be getting to my computer.. In my past life, a Blackberry faiure like this would have me breaking out in cold sweat of information withdrawal.. Tonight it was exactly what I needed… I think I’m getting the message from Sam to kick back and smell the roses.. or the gym socks as was the case tonight. Thanks Sam
-jc
ps. I just got pinged with a work question (from a good friend and blog reader J ) as I’m writing this at 10:30 and I asked if we could talk about it tomorrow.. Aren’t I a slacker now ?