3:30 AM.. that’s what the clock said when I woke up last night.. . I’d gone to bed at 12:30. and 3 hours later there I was lying in bed.. wide awake. it was either one of the kids or one of the dogs that made the noise that woke me.. but despite meditating, listening to music and lying quietly.. I just could not fall back asleep. I had way too much on my mind.. After about 30 minutes.. I decided I had to get up and walk around. I went downstairs. then.. went outside for a walk.. It was wonderfully quiet and calm outside.. It was magical to be out walking around then.

About a half hour later. I came back in and sat down and wrote out a massive todo list.. I also wrote a list of all my ongoing projects… andwere they ended up on a fun vs/ importance graph.
The reslut of that was very interesting.. It also made me feel much more restful having written it all down.. out of the mind and into the page. I apologize for having to obscure the names of the project.. but I make it a point of not talking about my work here.

It was about 5 when I got that proritization finsihed.. I walked back upstairs and almost fell asleep again for 30 minites.. then it was time to get up again.. i ‘just’ need to clear some stuff off my plate.

Right now. me and my plate are really tired.. I keep falling asleep as I write. I’m goign to try this sleep thing one more time. Gnite everyone.. G’note Gabe

-me