I am trying to take vacation, but not doing a very good job of it.. Imneither at work or on vacation fully. I keep getting drawn into work meetings that seem to be important.. Which get me churned up.. Then i spend the rest of my day trying to unwind from them. Still im only doing about 20 percent of normal.. And that feels somewhat good. .. Just not the disconnect i was lookign for.. Im goign to really try and shut it down for the rest of the break…

Sitting here trying to watch jurrassic world and thinkignabout work… Ugh

Nite all, nite sam

-me