Just woke up on the floor at 1AM with my head on one of our dogs . I must have fallen asleep after dinner . Now The house is quiet and I’m wide awake mulling over my day

One noteworthy thing that happened today was that I chose wallpaper for the very first time. Not wallpaper for the house.. but wallpaper for my phone . Believe it or not, I’ve always kept the default backgrounds for my phew and tablets . It’s a little like keeping the sample picture in a picture frame when you buy it.

I thought a while about what picture I might want ? A picture of my house? No .. as much as I love my house, I love my family more .. a picture of my family brings up a choice .. before or after Sam died ? Any recent picture would just have the four of us… Any picture with Sam would be 11 years ago… I couldn’t bring myself to leave him off… So I walked around the house looking for a picture of all of us. Here’s the one I found.

Here’s what it looks like with apps

I know it’s dated… But I can remember what I was thinking when that picture was taken.

Same thing as now…

I really love my family

Nite all, nite sam
-me