I woke up today at about 430 in the morning and couldn’t figure out where I was… It took me a while to figure it out… I remembered I am Sam’s dad

Sam would’ve been 27 years old today… Hard to Really… Sometimes I find myself wondering what kind of person he would be now… That something I can never know

I had a really busy day here in Japan… But I’ll put that telling off until tomorrow

I spent A bunch of today just hanging out and thinking… I had to intentionally get away from the crowds. I took a few walks.

I found a nice park and set up a little shrine… I even found some red bull. I listen to some music that reminded me of Sam and went through a whole bunch of pictures. I cried some in this strange city. It felt good to do that.

I want to share some of those pictures. I’m only on my cell phone here so I had to go cut and paste those pictures out of a website… I don’t know if they’ll come across in the blog

But what a sweet kid… Really

I wonder what you would think of us now my son… I think you’d like the way we turned out

I miss you every day

I love you

Nite all, nite Sam

-me