I heard a great quote this morning on Garrison Keilor’s “the writer’s alminac’. It was from Bertrand Russell the 19th centrury matematician and philospher who’s birthday falls today. Rsussell said that ‘time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time’ .. I thought about that all day..  In fact I wasted a good deal of time thinking of that quote which I can say I very much enjoyed doing.
    Not much noteworthy to report today other than I drifted around in a pretty dreamy state.. I did manage to get hoem in time for Diane’s 6PM yoga class… This is the first Mondayn night yoga class I’ve been in for nearly 3 months !.. In fact.. I realized mid class that this is the first time I’d been upstairs in the yoga studio in nearly 3 months. I stll get major time warps liek that since returnign from the Colony.
   Speakign of the Colony.. I had a peculiar dream last night  that mixed The Colony, our new friend

from Cambodia andSam. I dreamed that I was in 

the small town in Cambodia  that our new freind Khem came from. My freinds and I were trying to help them get a water purification 

system working.. (See my blog post from yesterday to see what that’s

about) .

Soem of our friends wanted us to just make it look like it would work.. but that

made me really mad.. We all worked to make something that really worked..

but of course it took time..At the same time, the kids 

from the village were climbing all over the water structure (.some long ‘Y’ 

shaped conduits made of wood ?)   Then.. we  heard music.. It was Sam 

playing guitar and all the kids went over and sat around him while he

played. He sounded great… I really miss his playing so much. We kept 

working and got the project finished.. then I went over to talk to Sam. he 

looked great and said he was fine…   Then I woke up. smiling..   

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  he strange thing is when I woke it was 2AM.. My sciatic nerve told me that it wanted me to be awake at that point. I got up and went into the bathroom o look for some  advil. I turned on the light, looked around and couldn’t find any.. oso I turned off the light  and walked back into my room.. I was abotu 10 feet back towrads my bed when the light in the bathroom turned back on…  pretty strange and amazing. Not sure what it meant.. but that made me happy too. I wlaked back in turned the light off again.. and went down stairs and walked around for an hour until I felt like goign back to sleep..
   It’s a strange world we live in.. isn’t it Sam ?
-me

Another really nice day..   We hung out trying to stay warm while it went between warm and freezing outside.   We’re expecting frost tongit but mid 80’s on thursday. Gotta love Vermont in the spring.
    We spent today doing small projects around the house including trying to dry out the half pipe, fixing the trampoline, re-running the water softener after it failed the first time, etc.. none of it hard or taxing.. just blissfully mindless work.. ahhhhhh

The big event for the day was a ‘Friends of Sam’ meeting here at 4..  Sam’s freinds   have created this orginization in Sam’s memory. They raise money to help kids around the world.

Last year Sam’s freind Sam T. organized a ‘Jam for Sam’ benefit at Talent Skate Park (with the help of our very wonderful freinds at Talent..Hannah and Dave !!!!!) That event raised more than 3000 dollars to help a Sudanese freind of ours Abraham get his family out of refugee camp and here to vermont.. Sam  wanted to do another Jam for Sam event.. and the group of

This time they’ve found a really interesting cause . am T.’s mom has a freind who has a freind who’s from cambodia . Her name is Khem

Khem  is trying to raise money to help the families in her small birth town of Khang Baing . Khem and  her sister and brother was abducted from their small village in Kampong Chanag province by the Khmer Rouge. They spent many months in refugee camps before fleeign to tthe Thai boarder. therye they got pinned between the Thai military and the Kmer Rouge troops. Khem’s sister got ill and died while her brother managed to escape back to the village. Khem passed out and woke in a hospital. She ended up in an orphange in Thailand where she lived for several years. Eventually she was brought to Vermont and settled with a family in Essex. She went to high school here, then to college in Mass.. then married and now has three kids.. 9 years ago she met another Cambodian women here who was travelign back to Cambodia.. Khem gaveher  as much info as she could about her parents and her village  … Somehow this info proved to be enough for the woamen to find Khem’s family and reconnect them. Ever since Khem has been trying to help her family and therei vary poor family escape from poverty and illness.   Khem actually traveled back to cambodia for the first time last fall.. here she is reunitted with her parents.  You can read about Khem’s story and her vision here.

Khem told the the Kids that she was tryoing to raise money to dig a few wells in the village to get fresh water and perhaps to help them buy a truck in order for the village  to sell their produce. The FOS guys were excited to help. it looks like the event will be 6/6/09 at Talent.. I’ll let everyone know as that date gets closer.. The event should be fun.. music, food and skateboarding..all for a great cause.. what could be better ?

Whiel we had everyone toghter.. we couldn’t forget that it was Brit’s 19th birthday. Diane had mad a great carrot cake (our Sam’s favorite).. and we brought it out as a surprise.. Crit was suprised and happy !

Well now it’s about 9 PM on Sunday and Im having trouble staying awake.. What’s up with that ? I think I’m really getting soft in my old age.. but who cares.. I’m goign to sleep. Gnite everyone.. Gnite, Sam !
-me

Taday was near perfect.. nothing to do but hang out.   Our first event was Gabe’s lacrosse game in Jericho.. The weather started nice, the game was good… and.. we got a chance to puppy-sit Jay’s dog Onyx… !

Having a puppy on the field is like having a cute new baby.. everyone wants to come up and play with him.. People….

… and dogs.. It was great to have all of that furry attention

Gabe had two games with abotu an hour break in the middle.. I messed around and stared at the sky and the flowers.. and talked to diane and one of the other parents.. Very peaceful !

We got home around 2 and just hung out the reast of the day.. I wrestled a little with the motor controllers which continued to vex me.. and when that didn’t work.. I decided to sit and do nothing.. something that I worked hard to learn to do on the colony..   I finally managed to do nothing for abotu an hour.. While I was doing that.. diane was prepparing food for the vegitarian potluck we were attending tonight. Her contribution was home made hummus and home made pita breaad.. When she pulled out the 2nd batch of pita.. this is what she saw.. Do you see the face in the middle pita ?!

Here;s a closer look..Religions have been started for less ! Pretty funny.. eh ?

We went over to teh veggie potluck at anne and kieths.. abotu 5:30 ,, It was a fun get together.. soem of us drank a drink I accidently made up at an earlire party at anne’s.. carrot juice and white wine.. It’s much better thnan it sounds ! I think it makes your eyes sharper even as they get blurrier !

Dinner was great.. conversation was great… 

The hilight was inidng out that two of the families kids had been featerued in the burlington free press B-side photos for havign taken part in the naked bicycle ride  a few days ago.. Here are abbot and patrick with their freinds devon and lindsy celibrating the near end of the semester..

It was a great evening.. Good freinds and good food…. so good night !.. Nite sam !

-me

Last night I started noticing that I was returnig to some mndless habits I had before my advventure at the colony.. nothing major.. just mindless actions.. I didn’t make time to run in the morning. I found myself eating through the night.. I had a couple glasses of wine .. I made a few phone calls I spent an hour on the computer… I checked my phoen messages while I was talking to Diane.  Again.. nothing major.. but they were all habits that I’d managed to break during my stay away.
  THis morning I woke up with the best of intentions … I was planning on running… but I couldn’t resist checkign my email.. I lopened my laptop.. but for some reason.. I couldn’t connect.. I then tried to check my blackberry to check my messages and emails.. For some reason my phone wasn’t working.. Then the dogs came in an basically dragged me out for a run.. As I was heading outside to run I saw our box of Angel Cards.. They’re a deck of cards weach with a word that you use to meditate on. I figured I’d grab a card on the way out.. The card i grabbed was ‘Balance’ . Everything  felt like the universe was trying to help me remember to stay centered..

I thought about that for the rest of the day..

Speaking of balance..  Check this cake out.  I had a late mentoring meeting at Mexicali . My freind Erin works there and asked me to borrow my camera.. They were having a going away party for one of the guys who worked there and she wanted a picture of the cake.. Check this out (Erin.. The full res picture is in my photobucket)..

The rest of the day was pretty quiet.. After work I went home and helped diane in the garden which was pretty peaceful.. even though my hands kept twitching for my cell phone.. it wasn’t working again  whcih was good.

Gabe called because he needed a ride. I went down to pick him up at the park and got to check out the new ferry boat that’s runnoing while the bridge is out. Check this out !

The evening was peaceful… The Atwoods came by to talk about the new spetic system they’re putting in for us the week after next.. Now that’s pretty exciting !!!!

Right now we’re siting in Sam’s room watching a wierd movie.. Juast as we turned the lights of Gabe found a glass of many month old kool-aid.. Yummmmm

OK.. I just realized I’m doing it again.. I’m typing while hanign out wiht my family.. When am I goign to learn ? 🙂
Gotta go now. Gnite all. Gnite Sam
-me