I took pictures of my blood being taken. but the pictures are kinda gross.. I’ll include this on where the needles not quite in.. this is a Pg13 blog..
Nite folks.. nite Sam
-me
I took pictures of my blood being taken. but the pictures are kinda gross.. I’ll include this on where the needles not quite in.. this is a Pg13 blog..
I did take a break to do something I’ve been meaning to do for weeks.
When Sam died, we had copies made of the necklace he always wore.. it was his name in Mayan Hieroglyphics . We had it made when Sam. Diane and I were in Mexico the summer of 2006, just months before he died. We promise each of the kids a trip anywhere in the world they’d like for their 14th birthdays, and Sam picked the Mayan Yukatan. It was a great trip. We went down o Tulum one day and found a little stand making pendants of your name or initials in Myana Glyphs.
S-A-M
Sam loved that thing and wore it until his last day on Earth. Here’s a picture of him wearing it.. that’s hanging in our living room.
Gotta go to sleep now.. Night everyone
Nite Sam
-me
After the event today there was a rail jam in memory of Molly, a 5 year old girl who died of lymphoma last July.. this is the second rail jam her family has held/. last year it was raising money for her treatment. this year its a memorial .. The money raised goes to help the family of kids battling cancer.
Right now it s driving us crazy dah-dah-dah dah .. dee-dee-dee-deeee
here’s the code if anyone’s interested..
from BeautifulSoup import BeautifulSoup
from time import sleep
import re, urllib2
import audiere
def read_entry(url):
try:
resp = urllib2.urlopen(url,None,100)
html_code = resp.read()
soup = BeautifulSoup(”.join(html_code))
power = soup.findAll(“powernow”)
return int(power0.contents0)
# print soup.prettify()
except IOError, e:
print e.reason
go = 1
last = 0
# Open default audio device
d = audiere.open_device()
threshold = 50
while (go == 1):
this = read_entry(‘http://ted5000/api/LiveData.xml‘)
diff = this – last
print this,” “, last, ” ” , diff
if abs(diff) > threshold :
steps = abs(diff) / threshold
freq = last
for i in range(steps) :
t = d.create_tone(freq)
t.pan = 1
t.play()
sleep(0.05)
t.stop()
if diff > 0 :
freq = freq + threshold
else :
freq = freq – threshold
last = this
Gotta go now.. Diane is watching the “Flying Nun” on Youtube..
Now that was a weird show
Nite folks.. nite sam
-me
The last thing I worked on today was posting a spreadsheet on a web site that I maintain called fathers-forever.org. Father’s forever is a group of dad’s who have all
had kids that have died. It was tough work… I couldn’t get the formatting right, my web code was acting wierd.. but hardest of all was seeign those 25 names.. and the dates of their too short lives. I know … or I should say I feel…. what each of these 25 families has gone through.. what it’s taken them to survive. .. I only know about 6 of these dads personally .. but the others are just names to me.. I don’t know their stories.. but they are still my brothers in this awful club..
(note I’ve omitted the names of the dads and their kids for privacy.. )
I wish all of you guys peace and strength
More tomorrow..
Nite all.. nite Sam.. thinking of you
-me